Monday, August 14, 2006
Sometimes i feel so selfish, and its only me to blame.. Im sorry i ever felt shitty for no reasons. Im glad you not only understood how i felt, but also how youd deal with it.
I love your patience. I wonder who could ever understand me like you do. I dont know whether id think this way again, but with you, maybe not for a long time..
We were sitting at our usual spot(Well not exactly) watching the fireworks. I thought i was already sick and tired of those colorful things, but somehow they made me smile and gaze in mesmerization. It felt like as if a happy seed was growing inside me and it spread all the way from its core to the outer layer of my body. I couldnt think of anything else but just to enjoy that moment with you.
You are right. We always leave our usual spot feeling happy and refreshed. I dont know how, but of course, its a good thing. Im so glad youre doing so much for me. There's too much to mention. You have my support sweetie, and i salute you for trying to kick your smoking addiction. You are a rare gem.. :D
Slap me for being such a bitch.
12:23 AM